i dreamed last night that i stumbled, with hannah, onto a meeting of a group that gathered weekly to discuss the contents of this blog. i recognized a few of the people (kellam maybe?) but most of them i didn't know. a main topic of discussion was 'this new girl' - it was proposed that i should let my readership vote periodically on love interests. she was kind of annoyed about it. there was also a part about going to a bookstore to buy the brand-new book of some bestseller author (grisham?), which was titled
east of eden, and was in the same green penguin classics edition as my copy.
you know, like i felt the need to explain and apologize to hannah, before i realized i didn't need to. like the previous night, when i dreamed i found my wallet on a mantel outside my house, but in the morning i realized i still needed to look for it.
sentimentality pause
as jimmy stewart
ignores her question