Sunday, September 7
we went as a family yesterday (it's in conshohocken!), and bought many things especially for the kitchen and bathroom, but most excitingly i bought this drömme, which is just massive. now that i have somewhere to put it, i embark in earnest on the project (inspired by my favorite fellow music nerd) of organizing my music stylistically. it's kind of dizzying.
"art is hard"
seriously, man. as per our assignment for this week, i drew my hand many times without looking (at the drawing.) no matter how slowly i went (and really, how much time can you spend making five drawings when you can't lift the charcoal once), the results were predictably laughable. but even when i did allow myself to look, it didn't come out very much better. i was able to depict my fingernails that way though. and where's the part about shaking your ass?
"the weekend's too short"
okay, when has this not been true. at least this one had enough time for some alumni sightings (what if every weekend was alumni weekend?), a highly enjoyable guests and games night, and a tv picnic. also, we have internet in the apartment (as of right now.)
"a distorted reality is now a necessity to be free"
somewhere in between feeling absolutely unmotivated to do anything whatsoever and being completely overwhelmed by all the things i want to do, there must be the middling mindset which has allowed me to carry out the bulk of my swat life to date happily and somewhat productively. hopefully i'll be able to find and harness it to help me through, for instance, this week (when i'll make final decisions about classes), and this semester, and so forth.
whatsa matter buddy, ain't you heard of my school?